How long's it been? It must be months
I swear this time I meant to keep in touch
Like always
I'm calmly coasting off the rails
My teeth in battle with my fingernails
Like always

And I could tell you how I've really been
But would you even want to know?

Don't want to bring you down, down, down
(If I open my mouth, I'm only going to bring you) down, down, down
(Bring you) Down, down, down
(Bring you down)

I organize the kitchen shelf
When I've been dwelling on my mental health
Like always
I'm bitter when I feel alone
I consciously confiscate my phone
It's a small change

And I could tell you how I've really been
But would you even want to know?

Don't want to bring you down, down, down
(If I open my mouth, I'm only going to bring you) Down, down, down
(Bring you) Down, down, down

I feel the darkest cloud creeping in
I'd tell you, but I wouldn't want to bring you down, down, down
(Bring you) Down, down, down
(Bring you down)

I turn around, you're gone again
I know I'll see you now and then
You'll say "hello" and how you've been
I'll say that I'm not better yet
(I wish that there was more to say)
I turn around, you're gone again
I know I'll see you now and then
You'll say "hello" and how you've been
I'll say that I'm not better yet
(I wish that there was more to say)
I turn around, you're gone again
I know I'll see you now and then
You'll say "hello" and how you've been
I'll say that I'm not better yet

Don't want to bring you down, down, down
(If I open my mouth, I'm only going to bring you) Down, down, down
(Bring you) Down, down, down

I feel the darkest cloud creeping in
I'd tell you, but I wouldn't want to bring you down, down, down
(Bring you) Down, down, down
(Bring you down)

Down
Bring you down

Down
Bring you down